Oh Dear....

It has been awhile sense I posted.

I've lost 6 pounds. It could have been more had I been working out more diligently. I am going to "under observation" for a couple months to see if I can maintain good habits and keep moving forward. So we're looking at June for surgery.

Monday I start training for a work to hire temp position at Drisai in Chanhassen. My escapade into snow removal was short do to me having the joints of a 70 year old man and the endurance of ....well none at all. Worst of all, I was late the first day; the manager emailed me at 3 am because he was at home and had left my number at the office. To make a long story short, I had a major panic attack. I went home then went back and what happened happened.  At least I tried.

Creatively,  I continue in Vilification Tennis, and will act in the Young and Fearless sketch show in April.

PTSD is still an issue. Defenses I created when I was 16 are still in play.  I'm working to tear them down. I guess that's what it all boils down to: top to bottom change.